My last post was 10 months ago. In that time, I have seriously been all over the world and back to square one more times than I would like to admit. I’ve decided on things, changed my mind, gone a completely different direction, second guessed myself, come back to where I started, felt super crazy, felt at peace, and have repeated the entire process what feels like a gazillion times.
But that’s life right? What I do know, is that even though life has gone in about 1000 different directions and I never can seem to make up my mind on the path I want and need to take for one reason or another, I know that each decision I do make gets me one step closer. I mean its almost 1a, I have to be up in 4hrs and I’m sitting here at the computer with my daughter in my lap updating my website for the first time in almost a year, ready to finally reach out and start coaching again. Not training, not attempting to meal plan, not writing fitness programs, COACHING. I know for a fact that coaching and helping to change women’s lives is my passion. It’s what use to wake me up in the morning, what use to fuel me through my day. Just because fitness “isn’t for everybody” and certain programs I may love and suggest are too expensive for some people, doesn’t mean that I can’t help in other ways. Although I am a Beachbody coach and absolutely love my Shakeology and at home workouts, I understand and am finally accepting that that path is not for everyone, for one reason or another, and THAT’S OK! What I do know, is that the I want to be able to continue my passion helping others and make a way to stay home with my daughter while doing that and being able to provide for my family.
So no more talking about it and trying to figure things out. It’s time to take action and just go out and do it. I know what’s in my heart and what I want to be doing. No second guessing, no worrying about what others may think, no more back and forth. Just take the leap of faith, follow my heart, do what makes me happy, and be me.